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Today, the Public Art teacher told us that we have to find a haven for our hearts.
The teacher is a super woman; she is the eldest daughter in her family, so she took all the jobs to share responsibility for her father when he was broke. She believes that there’s nothing to be afraid, and she is happy and satisfied because her parents are healthy, her sister and brother are happy, and their family is happy too, and she has some closed friends, so she thought that everything’s all right and felt happily. One day, she dreamed her mother died and she cried, then she found that her pillow was wet because of her tears, and then she ran to her mother’s room, her mother was shocked and said “what happened?” she looked at her mother and smiled didn’t say anything. She realized that her mental haven is her mother and she asked herself if someday her mother, family, and friends were leaved what she would do. She told that everyone will passed and your treasure will leave, when it’s coming what would you do? She thought she was ready for that.




I’m extremely afraid that, I hope it won’t be happened.
But, …..
When I heard my grandmother told me “Ting(my Chinese name), the time runs so fast! You’re a university student now! You’re growing up!” and her hands through my hairs then touch my face; I moved and felt….sad. When I growing up my grandmother getting older, her memory becoming vestigial; she did a lot of things for us to be more stronger, healthier, but I can’t do anything for her to control the time not run so fast, and don't get old!